to forgive is to set a prisoner free and discover that prisoner was you.

please stop trying, my head.

hmm.
so now on the topic of forgiveness, and frienship.

the girl responsible for ruining my relationship with B apologized to me, and i was more than happy to forgive her. scratch that, she wasn't responsible for it, he was. i was. it was a group effort.

it's the best feeling, just having your anger with someone be lifted away like that... forgiveness is a truly beautiful thing. for some people it's hard. i suppose you have to be really secure with yourself and your actions. you have to realize that noone is infallible, not even yourself.

meanwhile, apparently M is mad at me. which breaks my heart, because she's one of my dearest friends, and she means so much to me. the reason she's mad at me is that i 'stole her friends.'

see what happened was, she introduced me to a group of amazing people, and we all had loads of fun hanging out together. but she's been away a lot this summer, so they haven't been able to hang out with her that much. and i guess me hanging out with them without her hurts her. which i can understand, she's been gone. but things will be just the way they were before when she comes back. they still love her just as much as they did before. i still love her just as much as i did before. they're still her friends. there's just a new addition to the group.

i miss her.

i didn't mean for this to happen.