against the walls, against your rules, against your skin.

mall & steak&shake tonight with my buds. exciting.

love.
lovelovelove.

i've decided i'm gathering my emotional baggage, and moving on. getting over J. it's just not worth the energy anymore. i need to stop chasing after the jerks, and start chasing after love.

we accept the love we think we deserve.

i've been in love once. real, true, deep, love. i want that feeling back. the feeling that you've found a missing part of your soul, the feeling that someone knows you better than you know yourself, and that maybe you never really knew yourself in the first place. i want someone who can be my best friend, who i can be totally comfortable with. i want to make someone as happy as they make me. i don't want the passionate, temporary, angsty, mostly physical love that is most teenage relationships. i want it to be meaningful, lasting, emotional, touching breathing living, feeling. that's exactly what i want. and i won't settle for less anymore.